Wednesday, August 22, 2007
i'm a very easily contented girl. i actually don't ask for more.just what i need is enough. but this time around.i think i ask for too much. too much till an extent that i start hating the myself now.i think this ME is just so not myself.maybe i should change .to not see him so important.and putting him as the centre of my life.just anyone can understand what i am saying?oh my god!i seriously dread this me.aaaaaaaaah!just a little i can happy.and also just a little i can sad whole day long.nothing happen.just that i realised this is not what i want.i need a change.a change in myself.the way i think.the way i discern the people around me.and the him.is it what i want?nothing starts nothing ends.just emoing myself over nothing significant.a weird feeling.that i just couldn't really describe using words.think i am just thinking too much on my part.a one-sided thinking sucks.will change soon(: not target.but myself.maybe i should remain silence in future.slowly.oh my!this feeling really sucks.sucks alot.i need to talk to someone.but who exactly can i pour everthing to?i just dunno how to phrase them all out.msn.message.i am crazy.i must be crazy.meijun is so so sad now.sad for something i dun even understand why.
to regret trying is better than regret not trying.i never regret.but i fear.i fear for the regret to come.oh my.this is not what i want.a low self-esteem.low low low.no wonder i'm low meijun. relax is a big word for me now.whether is it study or him. Labels: i need myself back.or rather a new myself.
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