FRIDAY 02.11.2007
crying all day long))':
ended school early today.
was really tied up by some problems.
that i dun dare to say out.
afraid that it will break.........
so meijun prefer to be quiet.stay emo.keep the question mark in her heart.
.
.
i'm not happy):
weak.
can cry almost any second.
asked jovin for accompany(: and she came.
chatted with jialin in the library.
i cried again.
nanxin dunno what to do.
emo~
sitting on the floor again.
went TM supposedly for movie.
but changed plan.
wanted subway but the rain was real heavy.
so changed plan to billy bombers.
the seats are real comfy(:
and!
we went the toilet!
its OMG damn big!!!!!!!!!!!!
......
wanted to talk to jovin.but we cannot.
meijun is still weak inside.
the pictures covered the sad souls.
ITS ALL FAKE SMILES!!!!!! (for just today..........)
))':
i know jovin will always be there for me(:
the big toilet.
i'm in deep thoughts then.
taking pics make me feel better(:
seriously i love the toilet so much!
i'm not sensitive.
what i think is really true.but i pretended):
its hard to.but i will.
jiayou!
went back school for Toast Masters class.
have no idea what is it.
just went.
1830-2030.
a very entertaining two hours.
but my mind seems to be flying to elsewhere.
i'm totally not myself today):
am i too sensitive?
i can't differentiate anymore.
for now.i'm lost.
):
i will find my directions fast and soon.
dear diary,
i need the trust i used to tot i have.
i lost trust.
Labels: friend to stranger. i'm so not used.