Monday again(:
know what! i slept at 6PM yesterday! OMG! and i woke up to messages around 2AM! LOL!
studied BMic for a while before i started dwelling into my daydreaming again!hehehh!
so fun playing with the double eyelid paste! soon~i fell asleep again!hahahah!around 5plus.
woke up to shiyi's call around 7.30!
time flies.had a damn weird dream!eeeeeeeeeeewwww! went school(:
lectures.tutorials.today no lab!
wweeeeewwwwweeeew!YAY!
lab sure is the most boring thing ever!i prefer lectures more!^^meet felicia after that!
folding flowers for miss ho's wedding! SO SWEET man!
got to go home fast to study FC!oh my oh my~ stress can!
today i'm sick all over!
LOL:D from head to toe!
my head spinning.sore throat.toothache.sleepy.gastric/cramp.blisters.oh oh!
OMG!
oh! so cute!!!!! DORAEMON! LOL:Dsaw at the notice board walking to tutorial! CUTE!^^
SO COOL~we sit in a square.
so bored during MSt2!
studying BMic and sleeping!!!
sleeping pigsssssss!
ooooh! i can fold the flowers! total we need 99 of them!i need to fold 33! =DD
fel says when she saw plasters..she thinks of me! how sweet~
i love plasters!!!!!!!!!!!
the useless cardboard. PROJECT FAILED! ))':
so lame!
woow! haven't been blogging for days! ^^have been real tired lately! and still haven't gotten over with something. hard bodoh~
think only some close friends know why.(:
HAPPY DEEPAVALI indeed^^ oh! never get to go escape with the rest):
but nevermind!LOL:D i have something more important to do! and went out with cousins after that.WOOOOW! so long since we come together(:
matilda and megan sure grow very fast!playing with small kids is real tiring!oh oh oh!
seriously i have been sleeping real alot these few days!
sleep~

dear diary,
i still can't get over with something.help me please(:
again.today during MSt tutorial.i daydreamed.thinking about something.do i have to right to think that way? am i right to be angry? i dunno.maybe i am just being too simple all these while.so simple to the extent that i think things should go the way i thought them to be. however i realised NOPE. fate and things can't be forced.they happened naturally.think i should just leave it.though its really hard to.i will(: as i think thats the only way i can.thinking too much do me no help.more harm.meijun has to learn to be more mature.after this experience.in any way.i made friends en route the process.though hurts more.i will learn to forget. to think about it.i may be the obstacles actually.just that i had always refused to face the truth.selfish meijun! i must be selfish no more.(: i will learn to give up slowly.though i really dun want to. it hurts anyone knows.the feeling is undescribable.saddening.give up is the only thing i can do now.unless i get an answer.maybe i should clarify in future before i dwell so deep in.or there's no 'in future' already.i hope there's no more(: so that i won't be hurt again. wooow! so damn not happy can.i wanted to clarify things.but i need courage to(: i will. maybe i will help to... hehehehhe!
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