SATURDAY 03.11.2007
its saturday again(:
no school today.
for once.i dislike school so much.wanted so much to stay away.
not the school but the truth.
shilun going off today!
went airport to send him off(:
supposed to wake up 9am in the morning for the iguides briefing!
but i'm so sick!
cough like anything.heart break like whatever.
totally crushed.
can't bring myself up for once.
the first time i can't get to sleep.but i dun want to wake up and face the hurt.
i'm just asking for it.
SUCK!!!!
.
.
woke up.
and seriously i can't take the pain.
called jialin.
totally broke down!
i cried over the phone again.......with jialin telling me the truth that i should learn to accept.
that not everyone is how i tot they will be.
that people are different.
that no one is wrong here.should just slowly forget it.
its hard but i have to.
talked over the phone with jovin yesterday.
cried like whatever!
she said everything so frankly..
i accepted them all.
maybe these can wake me up !
all and all.i should just stop dwelling in my own imagination.
(:
i'm real fortunate to have great friends around me.
esp.when i'm so down.
.
.
went to meet jialin after that.
around 1plus.
with chenxi we went airport to send shilun off.
((:
i love the accompany of people!
they cheer you up unconditionally(: i love them all!
SWEET PEEPS!
^^
on the train with mel too(:
waiting for shilun to come.
started taking pics.
woooooow! jialin!finally your only shot with mingyang!will keep for you~
eric selling at $3.50!
wishing all his dreams come true(:
why is hamster so happy? hahahha!
nice card! not drawn by me!
we took pics together(:
i felt together.
hahahahh!he loves candid!
and this is candid!
~
on the bus to church.
i sat with mel(:
heard this song that i really like.
kept repeating in my mind.
wait for you by Elliot Yamin(:(:(:
this song is real touching.
the fact that he can't heat but can sing so well is so amazing(:
loves it.
mel. chenxi
jiaen. jasmine. jialin
alex can really 'suan' people!
what is jasmine doing?????!LOL :D
emo~
jasmine asked what happened.
i said nth.
i'm sure that i will cheer up real soon!
((:
felicia msged me!she is real sweet.
read my blog.
msged me to support me.
i love the feeling of being supported by my friends.
fel said:'don't give myself excuses to turn back.'
i won't(:
not this time anymore.since i have told myself to let go.
i will.but slowly~
give me time.and i need courage.
eric selling at $3.50!
wishing all his dreams come true(:
why is hamster so happy? hahahha!
nice card! not drawn by me!
we took pics together(:i felt together.
hahahahh!he loves candid!and this is candid!
~
on the bus to church.
i sat with mel(:
heard this song that i really like.
kept repeating in my mind.
wait for you by Elliot Yamin(:(:(:
this song is real touching.
the fact that he can't heat but can sing so well is so amazing(:
loves it.
mel. chenxi
jiaen. jasmine. jialin
alex can really 'suan' people!
what is jasmine doing?????!LOL :Demo~
jasmine asked what happened.
i said nth.
i'm sure that i will cheer up real soon!
((:
felicia msged me!she is real sweet.
read my blog.
msged me to support me.
i love the feeling of being supported by my friends.
fel said:'don't give myself excuses to turn back.'
i won't(:
not this time anymore.since i have told myself to let go.
i will.but slowly~
give me time.and i need courage.
dear diary,
i wish and hope that whatever i think is wrong.
please dun hurt me.
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